Dark and Bright

2011-07-19T01:08:00.000-07:00

Just in case if Aaron reads my blog.

Hi Aaron. I hope you still remember me and my name! I might be thinking too much but I think you noticed me.. you were staring at my cam right? hahaha

I regret for not talking to you. Well i did but only 5 words. At least you said my name for more than 2 times! Don't worry, I will wait till next year you come again. For the next time i'm not gonna say anything related to your health anymore. I will say something more meaningful.. Too bad i can't record when you were saying my name or else that would be my phone ringing tone. haha love ya! x

2011-05-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO! My last post was on April 29 and today is May 28! Anyways, just a short update since it has been a long time i never update my blog. I have so many mission to do during this two weeks of holidays! I need some new drama to watch. Need to exercise. Need to revise a bit. Need to drink more water to delete all my pimples. Need to go shopping, anyone?

I feel so fat now because I keep feeding myself with food :S Happy Holidays! hehe

2011-04-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

I don't need a wedding like the Royal Wedding. If I was the bride, I'd be thinking, "Okay, when do we start eating?" and "When do they stop singing?" heheh

Look! Mr Bean was at the Royal Wedding!! I was so excited when I saw this picture and kept telling my mom and sisters that Mr Bean was invited to the Royal Wedding. What if teddy just pops out nowhere?? hahahah

And this little girl is COOL. I was watching at her through the whole wedding. She's so adorable and famous now! hehe

Bieber

2011-04-21T01:00:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like blogging anymore because I have Tumblr now. Should I delete this blog?

Anyways, it's "bieber" day today. I used to think that he's ugly but I think he looks good and cute now with his new hairstyle. I have no idea why the hell am I saying this. I said before that I have no interest on his concert. It's a waste of time and money. But I've changed my mind. I want to go for his concert now. Justin Bieber you know! hahhaha I rather lining up outside the stadium under the hot sun now than going for tuition. Justin Bieber casts spell on every girls huh?

Short Update

2011-04-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

I didn't mean to hurt you but when I say sorry, I really really mean it. Please believe me and don't ignore me.

Bitch

2011-04-05T21:17:00.000-07:00

So I was thinking of the best way to describe my mixed feeling nowadays this morning and I finally figured out one. Yep. Starting to hate people these days, attitudes changing. I think i'm either having PMS or something's wrong with me. lol

Fucked up

2011-04-01T00:56:00.000-07:00

I hate that feeling when you're down, but you have no idea why. You just are. That feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't wanna smile. And in your mind, you started thinking all kinds of bad things and apply it to your emotions, making you even more down. The mood when you are pissed. Everything just makes you even more angry, even the smallest things. Then people ask you what's wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up sitting there, quiet, while everyone seems to be happy.

Friends cares like a mom, scolds like a dad, teases like a sister and irritates like a brother. But what about helping each other ?

Down

2011-03-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

It's kind of fucked up isn't it? How all of sudden, some one just said No to things that you already planned nicely and even started to imagine the situation that gonna happen. A simple "SPM year" destroy all your hopes.

Was damn moody this few days but not anymore now I guess, maybe a little bit more? Because I think I have the chance to go Genting tomorrow now. Hope so.

Something I want to share

2011-03-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

*Grabbed this from keqian's blog :P

Are you smiling ??? I wanna share this stupid thing with you guys because it made me smile. HAHA Feel so stupid after that cause I actually tried everything in that list. Have a nice day people ! I'm in a good mood today because I got an A- for my add maths. After 89719483 months ! hehehe Teacher some more asked me if I think that I did well for this term. I was damn scared and I thought my marks will be damn low 8)

Memories last a life time

2011-03-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Zhi Qi. I miss you :)

Why do people dream ? It says that if you dream of a person, it means that the person wants to see you badly on weibo. But what if I dream of Aaron ? It's impossible that he wants to see me right ? Is it because of we think too much about one thing and we will automatically dream about it ? :S Will dreams come true ?

Do what makes you happy

2011-03-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

Exams is over ! Time past really really fast. I thought I can have more sleep after exams but I was wrong. I still sleep quite late this few days. I was busy doing Anthony's card last Friday night and I accidentally cut my finger. I was damn freaking scared and I thought I cut my finger into half. I tried to move my finger, thank god it's still perfect ! hehe

Anyways, I met Anthony at one utama yesterday. He's so damn cute and polite :) I know I've mentioned this many times but let me mention one last time. I was damn excited and happy yesterday when I saw Anthony until I forgot to take the lyric book down the stage ! Quite embarrassing actually :$ HEHE I love this picture the most. Aaron also always show his little tongue want. So cute :)

Don't even bother to smile, not even a single hello

2011-03-07T23:08:00.000-08:00

The moment when you sense that awkward atmosphere not knowing whether you should say hi or not. When you get a little depressed because you passed each other not saying anything.

Have you experience this before?

Surprise !

2011-03-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

So, Allysha was asking me to post this sweet and cute picture since the owner is feeling shy. Awww from far I can see how concentrate they were when kissing. You finally made you first move that night ! I'm happy for you my dear friend :')

You must be wondering what's the next picture about right. It's another surprise for my dear friend.

My dear friend, the one kissing in the picture ? No. The blondie guy behind them ? No. But the one standing behind the blondie guy who wore a polka dots dress ! Although the photographer never take her face but from her body language I can already see that she's feeling excited and couldn't wait for her turn !!

TADAAA Allysha was also concentrating when it's her turn ! Focus your eye to the one behind the main characters ! See? She was closing her eyes, preparing to kiss the painter ! Since the painter already bend down his body waiting for ally to kiss him.

Finish kissing ? Wonder why vivian is giving her a prize ? Because she won the award "The Best Kiss" award and also "Miss Malaysia" award that night !! So sweet right !! She was so damn happy. Din't she tell you that ?? Now you know ;)

Lastly, since allysha is not sure whether who she kissed that night. Let me do the investigation for her. Take a look at the picture from your right. I'm pretty sure that Allysha kissed that small boy and also the painter that night ! She was supposed to stand between them ! Feeling disappointed because she din't get to touch that blondie ? Don't worry ! Miss Malaysia is feeling happy and proud. and Mei Xuan kissed that guy who's wearing red tie beside her. Awww kissed already some more so shy :B

Hi girl friend, hope you love it ! x

Lesson One

2011-03-01T23:06:00.000-08:00

"Laughing for 15 seconds add 2 days to your life span" I think I had been laughing for at least 45 minutes all together this few days, so I will get to live an extra year ! Say YAY ! It's really stupid to be mad, according to my primary teacher, being mad will kill our cells. So why so stupid ?

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday :)

It's all about money

2011-02-21T00:05:00.000-08:00

Listening to myfm hoping that I can win Jay Chou's concert ticket. Hoping that someone can sponsor me to Show Luo and Justin Bieber's concert. Thought of wearing a nurse suit so I can win that damn prize. Hoping that I can have a new phone or camera. Hoping that I can have more tuitions so that I don't need to torture myself so much when exam is around the corner. Hoping that a few stack of money fall from the sky so that I have enough cash to return my friend. And also enough money to buy Aaron's solo album that is releasing soon during March. Hey, a girl can dream :B

Kinda stupid for me to say this

2011-02-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

After watching the video of Justin Bieber on mx's blog, maybe I should consider going for Justin Bieber's concert. Very rarely for a guy with population of thirty-five thousand to come to Malaysia. Seems like his concert is so cool. Obviously it would be better if Jaden Smith is his special guest for the concert. hehe I don't mind going out on a date with sissy if he willing to sponsor me. As you know, I always treat him as my sister.

If you think you know me

2011-02-17T16:07:00.000-08:00

When we are kids, we pretend to cry when sleepy to attract mom's attention. Now we pretend to be sleeping when we are crying quietly to avoid questions. This is so true. I still remember that I always pretend to cry when I was standard 2 to get teacher's attention so that teacher will punish the boys because they bullied me. hehehe Do not look down upon me >:)

I just wish things turned out differently

2011-02-16T00:44:00.001-08:00

We can learn from mistake and do the best we can. But we cannot change the past. It always happens when we can actually make the situation better but we just never make an effort to do it. And then only we regret. I hope there is a time machine.